Ahad yang diperduakan

Kiranya senja berlabuh tiba
Hiba tawa dihujung tangis
Kiranya jingganya ahadku
Menyimpul seluruh kompas hidupku
Cahaya jinggamu menghibur resah kesah kealpaaanku
Kini ada tari nari hatiku sayup labuh senjamu
Kecil pencil gua hati terkaram
Tamat segala Matahari pedih girang
Menunggu Sang Mulan nan sempurna
Senjakala mu menguja
Penang, senyuman senja mu memuja
Selamat tinggal ahad yang sentiasa diperduakan

SEPI

Bisikku pada Bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku
Syurgaku
Tanpa dia
Malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan jangan biar siang
Biar Alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi
Sepertiku...

Merdeka Raya 2011

tahun ini merdeka raya. tp sesekali terlintas di benak mengapa di panggil Gong Xi Raya, Deepa Raya bukan hari raya aidilfitri di hadapan? hmm mungkinkah bertoleransi? nway... aku ingat ayah pesan masa dalam kereta... jangan menangis kalau ada cabaran kuat yang dtg. tp satu yang aku selalu katakan pada diri aku pada masa sedang menangis "this is not the end of the world, there's gonna be more big things happen in my future, this is just a teaser."

SimpLe KinD oF LiFe

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

Pagi yang gundah

pernah kah anda buka mata di pagi hari dan diselubungi rasa sayu dan sedih di dalam hati? kerana itu yang aku rasakan waktu ini....